The suffering is in the belief that you're this flawed sinner that needs salvation. The suffering is in the belief that you're bad because you've cheated or lied before in your life. The harsh judgment and the belief that you can't go this life on your own. The fear that if you don't have faith in God, you're damned to Hell. That's not liberation. It's the opposite. Of course, you're used to it because you've been in it long enough and haven't really experienced life outside the concepts. It's normal to you, so it doesn't seem like suffering. It's akin to learned helplessness.I don't see that it's self-imposed suffering. I don't suffer.